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Why I Don't Have a "Face Reveal"

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so please stop asking (some flashing colors warning) * I am doing better. Some rough patches and back tracking here and there but hey difficult things aren't a straight up walk in the park to overcome right? Takes time and patience. If you're having a really hard time (maybe my story is similar to yours, maybe you have even more things to fight..) I really hope to hear you're working on breaking through it. If you're wanting me to fight, I'm wanting you to fight back just the same. Thanks, dude.
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Pedro The Beaner (3 minutes ago)
I don’t expect anyone to see this and I’m sorry I keep bothering but I have nobody so all I have left is comments I’m sorry I’ve watched this three times now I’m sorry it’s a few but I don’t want anyone to see me cry after watching this I’ve wanted to reach out to random people and tell them about myself and except to stay friends but I made myself even more isolated I don’t know what to do I just keep telling myself just a little longer it’s been like a few years since I’ve started telling myself that but I think I should actually commit the thing I’d do everyone a favor right i do things that make me feel selfish like buy expensive things for attention and only wanting someone to commit their time for me but I finally stopped trying to keep a friend because it’s too late for me I’m sorry bothering again I just wanted to let my feelings out and hopefully I’ll do the favor in a few years I’m sorry
ella love (4 minutes ago)
😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵
ella love (6 minutes ago)
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ella love (8 minutes ago)
just let jaiden be jaiden😁😁
Namie (13 minutes ago)
Believe me Jaiden... You made me cry watching this... I'm sorry you went through soo much...
Keith (22 minutes ago)
Im suprised you have 10k dislikes lol
Keith (30 minutes ago)
I have never been fat in my life I have like crazy fucking speed of metabolism
Keith (34 minutes ago)
It's alright It's ok We dont need to see your face Ah, ah, ah, ah! Stayin alive! Stayin' alive!
Bondka Noura (41 minutes ago)
i m a new fan and i really love your work . you dont know how much i can relate , thank you , keep up <3
Gaming Space Studio (45 minutes ago)
whoah... so deep :D You had very similar problem like me... 10K people are heartless... but the rest of us do not see any reason why we shouldn't listen to someone's story when it might help him to feel better ;)
Spartan 9013 (1 hour ago)
I hope you're alright now. Your stories are so relatable. Sometimes I put in a mask to make myself look happy. I hope you're okay now and are happy
Saara (1 hour ago)
We live in a society
Holly Hobbie (1 hour ago)
Hey no matter what we will all still love you even if people juge by looks <3
Jada Briggs (1 hour ago)
Is any one watching this afain so that you van see how far she came.💜💓
Jada Briggs (1 hour ago)
I loke commenting and liking my own comments because no one cares.
Jada Briggs (1 hour ago)
After, can
newuo141 (1 hour ago)
I don't really know what to say, but thank you. Thank you for sharing, it really hit home how you decribed being pushed down by your own thoughts. Please reach out to someone if it feels like this, it does not need to be family or friends just someone. It's ok to chat or call supportlines. I recommend reaching out to healthcare providers, it's not shameful and they will give suggestions from outside your brain of what might help you get out of a bad cycle. At least you can talk to someone without having to worry what effect it will have on your surroundings. They are professionally trained to help, listen and are obliged not to tell anyone else. I'm glad I found this channel through your nod to pewdiepie :P
Leonardo Rezapour (2 hours ago)
aaaaaah. that was so sweet.
Coni Caro (2 hours ago)
WTF......YOU ARE SO PRETTY!!!!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️😱😱😱😱😱❤️❤️❤️❤️
mikehoff890 (2 hours ago)
man this video just made me subbed you just showed me your pretty much the girl version of me... just i dont know a alot of storys... or at least i dont think so.. i also not have a note pad and a cool pen that works on a touch pad.
Guilherme Oliveira (2 hours ago)
I think Jaiden is so brave to say this to the public, thank you so much for this I experienced the same thing some years ago, but I'm fine now... I guess, I hope so
Ana Miotto (2 hours ago)
Literally crying right now. :( I’m so sorry you had to go through all that by yourself... Thank you for sharing this with us. I truly hope you’re in a better mindset nowadays♥️ if not please try and find someone you can talk to - your problems will always seem less scary if you share the weight with someone else. And I know you said you didn’t think much about appearances, I just have to say: YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY STUNNING!
Manukru993r (2 hours ago)
👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾🙆🏾‍♂️🙇🏾‍♂️
Shivam Chauhan (2 hours ago)
Words can't describe how much i appreciate this video... Thank you so much, you're a true inspiration.
Tricia Higgins (3 hours ago)
I don't know why you didn't do that sooner your beautiful Jaiden and don't let what they might say get to you
Pascal Rombout (3 hours ago)
❤️
BulletsFTW (3 hours ago)
I can't speak for the rest but the way I see it, your appearance is a extension of you, its your actions that matter. You make great videos and that's all that matters.
MountainDew (3 hours ago)
I want this too come out just right, and not like what santa said on Christmas night. I am a peasant, I do have an awful smell. But your feeling are not that pale. I am a human. I am a person. But you can't bring out that steller light. I am a human. I may be.. just right.
chuchi chäschtli (3 hours ago)
I know that feel when you have those dark, suicidal thoughts and it makes you so sad that you even have those thoughts that you fall deeper in to them
Gamey The Gamer (3 hours ago)
I can relate to this
Joshua Keller (3 hours ago)
Unsubbed because she is attractive
Darius Pirvu (1 hour ago)
lol
Brown Lightning (3 hours ago)
Spongebob: "Im ugly and im proud". Personally i dont really care about what you look like, i just love the videos you make and the cool bonds you create. Dont take it the wrong way please with all do respect you are beautiful no matter what you actually look like.
AlphaMav3rickGaming (4 hours ago)
This video definitely connected to me. While I’ve never struggled with an eating disorder I’ve constantly struggled with putting on a fake face. I always try to exude a confident carefree and fun personality but deep down I am a very angry sad and lonely person. Maybe because I quite enjoy isolation but there are often times when I wish that someone else could understand what I’m really going through or really connect with me. Most of this stems from the fact that many friends and people in my life have left over the years so I have a hard time opening up completely to new people. So that’s why I put on a good face and act fun and confident. It was nice to hear that something like this can be overcome
Mariam Changezi (4 hours ago)
I'm so sorry for you
Harrison Phillips (4 hours ago)
Damn, I’m not crying. You’re crying... right? That was incredible.
Milla (4 hours ago)
WTF Jaiden isss sooo *PERFECT* i dont understand why did she thought that?
Creeper Master (4 hours ago)
ur first statement makes sence,i dont want to hurt anoyone too,i am kind to people too but im so sad when i dont egt anything bakc.
Simas geiming (4 hours ago)
jaidon i like your videos bicus you funy
rasha latifa (4 hours ago)
UR PRETTY AS FUDGE
theGala? (4 hours ago)
i dont get it tho you look nice
Uubaherman 69 (4 hours ago)
Very supporting to stricken people with a Thousand of unauthorized faces. Great video of your life on the problematic sketches that you represent as.
Gamma Monkey (4 hours ago)
❤️
EFoxKitsune (4 hours ago)
Jaiden, I have massive respect for you, not only for getting through this shit, for being able to get up every single time you've been struck down, but also for being brave enough to share your story. It sounds like a cliche, but you truly are stronger than you know. You really have a lot to be proud of. I hope life is kind to you and I wish you a good 2019. Loads of love
Jebb McDoodle (5 hours ago)
I completely understand. You should write a novel, there aren’t enough people who realise how much mental health and things like that can affect you. My best friend has been struggling with depression for two years, and it has torn his life apart.
Jebb McDoodle (5 hours ago)
In fact, my friend even tried self harm. He got help, but he always said that they always focused to much on how he looked, and his mum always put loads of pressure on him, academia wise. He doesn’t come to school much, and I really miss him, but you have to remember not to give up. There is always someone who cares. And look around jaiden! You have over a million people here for you. What that guy did was wrong, and even if you can’t do it for yourself, do it for us, do it for your family, do it for every living person on this earth! You can do it.
Wolf Gaming (5 hours ago)
OMG YOUR BEUTYFUL WTF
Chrisimplayer (5 hours ago)
Your welcome you deserve more credit than you give yourself.
SimplyKomplicated (5 hours ago)
Wow you're super pretty. Don't worry, hun. You got this. And on the days you don't, then we got your back. Stay awesome! 💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼
Wolf Gaming (5 hours ago)
You are the most talented person I have seen and I am not saying that just for this video I am saying it to anybody who needs it in the comments and you , if you think negative about yourself your going to grow an unhealthy life style and you don’t deserve that. what you deserve is a full healthy life with people like you and your family, and if you don’t have those people around just go to someone you know can cheer you up and make your day healthy and brighter than the sun. 😋😘😀😁
KitCharizard (5 hours ago)
God u are pretty keep going!
Wolf Gaming (5 hours ago)
That was the demon on your shoulder who was telling you all these negative things Listen to the angel and think positive about yourself
Chrisimplayer (5 hours ago)
I believe that if your doing good/great things and honestly believing you don't deserve the good things that come out of that then you deserve the good things that you get and more. Some of what you say you do about keeping things to yourself isn't particularly a good thing but understandable you don't have to talk about it on your channel, but you shouldn't keep it to yourself I personally know how that can make you feel and needless to say it's...bad at least for me hope your well since it's been over a year since this video. Thank you for this video and others you've put out I'm a recent subscriber not that that matters but I like your animations and content.
Camila Baker (5 hours ago)
❤️❤️❤️💚💚💚
justmerc (5 hours ago)
That was pretty dark. And insightful
loki schreibt (6 hours ago)
I am very happy you made this video. I can hear in your voice how hard it was for you. But it always helps me to hear other people's stories about the dark times in their lives. I am going through something very similar right now and have been for years. I hope I will make it out of this dark place some day. It definitely helps what you said about helping others because I wanna do that too. At least I know I could never kill mysef because I couldn't hurt the people I love and care about so much...
Empty Testes (6 hours ago)
Stuff like this makes me want to just become a psychiatrist, I just want to help I don't want to just watch people who are depressed and say thoughts and prayers or whatever, I just wish i could take action sometimes...
TheSneaky Fox (6 hours ago)
Can you just stop your great you look better then i expected ;'3
E Lewis (6 hours ago)
I've been binge watching your videos for a few days now. I've enjoyed your voice, and your personality, and I have found you to be quite relatable. I really really appreciate you being open with everything, from personal stories about your introvert nature, to this. I didn't realise how common these things can be. I find I can relate to you even more than I did 15 minutes ago. Mad respect to you for this. I wish I could meet someone like you in person, and closer. And, while it may not matter much, and while I too believe looks are overrated and constantly used to measure a person's value which is stupid, you are fairly cute as well.
Adasyn Tyler (6 hours ago)
I feel u jaiden, I suffered the same way
TheSneaky Fox (6 hours ago)
U where a sad baby... Like me
RM’s Main Girl (6 hours ago)
YO YOU LOOK PRETTY IM ACTUALLY HYPERVENTILATING
RM’s Main Girl (6 hours ago)
That was intense
Man Among Men (6 hours ago)
That's cute. I hope you manage to reach some people. Good luck with all this.
Torri OwO (6 hours ago)
The scary thing is I want this to happen to me because I think I deserve it.
Wolfjamm Jamm (6 hours ago)
Oh my I’m at this stage of my life except I don’t thinks about my life
Callum Bailey (6 hours ago)
So inspired by u 🥰🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍😍😍
Marius Pop (6 hours ago)
Hey Jaiden! This is the first video of yours that I've watched. It had me hooked until the very end, when it gave me chills down my spine. I wish you all the best! Beautiful inside and out!
Justin Chong (7 hours ago)
I was like this at 9.5 to 10 Like for the Calorie and Not good thing Anyway, I don’t think your fans hate u. We enjoy ur content
Moth Productions (7 hours ago)
Damn,
Zaynah Lliam Bitanga (8 hours ago)
Im not trying to be rude or anything, but I feel you so much :(
Hannah (8 hours ago)
I felt so sorry for you, but I hated myself from the age of 8! Yes only 8.. I wasn't bulied, only by myself. And to this day I still feel it. but if you can get through it, I can too! Right..?
redlazerfury (8 hours ago)
okay we will stop asking... can you do a face reveal?
DarknessOfLord (8 hours ago)
If I ever go to like a vidcon or thing for youtuber meetups and I got to see Jaden, I would ask to give her a hug because she is such an inspiration for me and wanted to let her know that I care.
Aubs (8 hours ago)
Yeah whoeverrr disliked this video I hate you with a damn passion. JAIDEN you are an inspiration! All honesty with no doubts about it and I only hope you realize this now
Chloé F. (9 hours ago)
I’ve watched this video at least 5 times and ugh I just love you so much and you are so strong to get back up all on your on❤️
Rachael Shupp (9 hours ago)
Oh, damn man... I wish you the best. I didn't go through any eating disorders (at least that I am aware of) but I totally understand every word of this video especially the description of the voice and self-loathing that's very much something I'm struggling with now and I'm 21
Benjamin Truong (9 hours ago)
Relatetability is over 9000
Stormy (9 hours ago)
I know this is a year old, but thank you, so much, for this. Thank you.
I understand what you mean about not feeling good enough. My anxiety and I have developed a usefulness problem. When I get knocked down I break completely and decide that I'm useless. Luckily I have a great boyfriend who constantly assures me I have a purpose (his favourite one to say is that I'm the best thing to happen to the entire universe). It helps me get the courage to glue myself back together. I hope everyone can get better. Even you Jaiden🤠
Lt. MODZz (9 hours ago)
To my opinion jaiden looks pretty probably most people agree with me but like you go jaiden
damn ur prettier than you're persona wtfffffff but ur persona is still pretty it's just that ur prettier ok?
Beibei Shen (9 hours ago)
Jaiden Is that you in the end? You look sooo pretty!!
I Max (9 hours ago)
I wouldn't class this as bravery..I think this is more you coming to acceptance with yourself..Who you are..Who you enjoy being..I know how you feel, with someone who struggles with their weight wanting the opinions of others to be ''oh he's good lucking'' striving for that has constantly made me afraid to show people who I am, I don't think there's anything brave about this..But I thank you, for helping us, for showing us that while it may crush us inside, there are others out there who are going through what you go through..Maybe I hit the nail on the head or maybe I hammered my finger, but a year late and I only got around to your channel now and listening to this whole thing, helped..A lot. So while you thank us, I thank you Jaiden. P.S hearing the sheer terror in your voice made this video so..Whole, because even though you were scared..You pushed through, proud of you!
SlyFox Gacha (9 hours ago)
For some reason I’m only seeing this now but anyway, thank you for sharing your story. You are amazing strong and I believe in you, you can do whatever you dream to. I can’t believe that you had to experience this, I’ve sorta gone through this before but I was scared if I stoped eating that my parents friends family everyone would find out and say things like “ugly” ”fat” ”stupid” ”useless” so I did not. I don’t have any self esteem and I don’t care about my Personal health just as long as I’m happy I don’t forgive myself and this all is like poison to my mental and physical health. I don’t know where I just whent with this comment but back to the topic I believe in you and you are amazing and beautiful. Love~ Ella
Although this is soooo different than what I'm going through I understand her pretty well. So brave of her to share her story. I wich I could talk to her.
Destin Shin (10 hours ago)
Iam very sorry hear this. Jaiden please stay happy now.
Alicia Playz (10 hours ago)
Jaiden is gonna be okay I was just like u I didn't recover yet but ik it will be okay
Mammbo Jammpo (10 hours ago)
I have a lot of insecurities and self esteem issues, I am not gonna get into those I just want to say I completely understand your story and struggles, I never post my face on social media I always afraid people will judge and hate me based on my appearance and where I am from. I once posted two pictures of self asking people what do they really think and most of them said " an average looking person " I felt good for a little and then I wondered what if they are just being nice??! I deleted the post later on and I tried telling myself its in my head it doesn't matter what others think but deep inside I knew it matters the most. And here I am I am 24 now and I don't think I will ever be comfortable with my skin.
blu tee (10 hours ago)
This is so sad and she is so strong and brave I have had depression before and I shut myself out I didn't talk to any anyone Not even my best friend She glared at me like I was being a stupid idiot and a brat.but I didn't want to do anything. I stayed away from everybody and said to myself they are better than you they are judging you. I eventually got better but it took several months and I still go to therapy but if your here reading this anybody.don't let your mind and the voices fool you because anyone can knock you down. And you will feel worthless But Your not
Mammbo Jammpo (10 hours ago)
Everyone says that " don't let the voices fool you , its in your head" I just can't force my self to believe that. I am trying and trying but I just can't ignore it.
Drac Drix (10 hours ago)
Damn
Nax 134 (10 hours ago)
I thought I was numb to the feels, but this is possibly one of the only times I’ve felt warm inside. (don’t let the pfp make you assume otherwise) Thank you Jaiden for sharing.
DatPad (10 hours ago)
At least an 8.5 👌🏻
DogWePie (10 hours ago)
I'm not the most confident person, I have low self esteem and I'm afraid to that to happen to me or other people so I think this is definitely best way to know about this And I was laughing with your videos and this really hits me but I really want to support you in the way I can subscribing to your channel and saying this. Now I'm learning how to animate so You're one of my biggest inspirations and I really want to don't happen this or other dangerous thing coming from anxiety to you or other people so... I'm grateful to have Jaiden animating now and making people happy (If there's something wrong, sorry I speak Spanish and I'm learning english)
MARCK 1411 (10 hours ago)
I do not know how you managed not to cry in the video because I said something like that would have ruined my computer with so many tears, you are very brave.
Jadin Fiannaca (10 hours ago)
I hope you realize that you'll always have fans that'll love you no matter what. Besides, you're really pretty. I hope you have a better life.
Jackie Paige (10 hours ago)
YOU ARE SO PRETTY! I had one stage in life when I was 7 or 8 when I would 98% of the time I would almost never talk even to my parents. They helped me but I had no friends and this made me think lower of myself and I thought I was ugly because people would say hi and just walk off when I looked at them but never said anything. I thought this until I was 10 years old but I have had help from my parents and now I have 5 really supportive friends who have and still help me raise my self esteem so I am now one of the most talkative people you will ever know
Death note (10 hours ago)
OMG,! YOUR SO PRETTY!!
210split (10 hours ago)
Srry I saw this vid so late I couldn’t find it 😓 you are so pretty and don’t let anyone judge you by your looks it just matters on who you are inside not out 😉
Alexander Mitchell (10 hours ago)
Listen. What do you hear? Birds, dogs, cars? Well words can be the same, they just happen. Not only, why do this to your self! You have control, so you need to stop, think about everything, and lay down and take a nap. Hopefully you feel fresh, now talk to someone or something else like a stuffed animal, clear your mind, restart. Now I feel bad about you, not to be like one of those people that pity you. Well restart refresh. Be happy. (Insert be happy song here)😁
Gamer Main (11 hours ago)
Jaiden, this is so touching, for me im loud and not scared on the outside but fragile on the inside im shy and very different from the others and it feels nice for some people who have the same problems as me, some people also push me and motivate me whenever im depressed ( yes im using the term "depressed" because ive been through it) heres a motto for the people who are depressed " you gotta stay strong, dont let people control you" sorry if the motto is bad
realmacchiatos (11 hours ago)
This video makes me feel less alone. Even though I never had an eating disorder, i experience many of the self hating thoughts. I too have a nagging voice in my head always screaming "i'm a terrible person" or "fuck me I wanna die" over the most simple "mistakes." No matter how much my confidence has improved since high school that voice still lingers. It holds me back a lot, but like you said, we just gotta keep getting up and moving forward, while allowing for more self compassion, like the compassion you would show towards a broken friend. I admire your bravery in sharing your story and you are an incredible person. And I swear on my life that I'm not just saying that.
Masked Mason (11 hours ago)
Big L....Then Big ass W. Glad you pulled through, you're a legend.
Sonkei (11 hours ago)
Wow, you are much pretty then what I was thinking. Don't ever be ashamed of how you luck and it's ok to be shy. Don't worry we all support you.

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